Arguments are inevitable in any household, but if it is of excess, everything will crumble down slowly and painfully. Every night I hear my mum crying in her room during the absence of my father. It's not because she misses him, but for some other inconceivable reason.
I would not want to publicize it.
My father still thinks I'm still 14 years short, and failed to realise that I can understand whatever is happening. My mum had a tearful conversation with me that day before being admitted to the hospital. She expressed every burden she had to carry on her shoulders for almost 24 years now; eversince her marriage. She endured every emotional and mental strains and pains she faced for the sake of her children. She doesn't want us to worry, instead she insists that we should concentrate on our studies.
It takes exceptional mental strength and endurance to go through 24 years of hardship
She's still human though. What did she do to deserve this?
If my father still wants to save the family, why isn't he budging out from his Ego-maniacal shell which he has been in throughout his whole life?
It's because of his ego, everything is left in smitterins.
He don't realise that whatever is happening is critically affected his children, especially the youngest one, who just finished his major exams and achieved 3rd in the whole level through perserverance and hard work.
He used to be last in class all the time.
But my father doesnt seem to give a damn. What a fucker.
He's a selfish individual slowly but surely sucking the lives out of every family member. He always put up this non-chalance face everyday, every minute. Why can't he show a little bit of compassion or love towards us? Especially my mum and younger brother?
Because life is never a bed of roses.