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Sunday, July 13, 2008

Time now is 12:09am, according to my computer clock. So in theory, I will hafta blog about yesterday. Basically, yesterday was a very very tiring day for me. Slept at around 5.30am the previous day and had to wake up at 7.30am to attend a soccer tournament held at the street soccer court near 888 plaza.

It was an open category and obviously, the reception was overwhelming. We were split into 4 groups of 5 and the top team from each group will qualify for the semi-finals. My team, for whatever reason named 'Jiggyjig' was in Group B. The competition was fierce as we recognise alot of familiar faces. Some are from Prime League or Clubs. Yet, we managed to bulldozed our way through the group stages with 4 wins and 9 goals in the pocket. This is where the exciting part starts.

The 4 teams that qualified for the semi-finals were 'Team Raver', 'The Gecks', 'John Stokin' and 'Jiggyjig'. We had to face the Stokin team to qualify for the finals. Unfortunately, we had to settle for either the 3rd or 4th position. With that aside, the other match was really heated up. After our match ended, we decided to watch the other match between 'The Gecks' and 'Team Raver'.

Suddenly a supporter from Team Raver came hollering towards a substitute player of The Gecks. Thats where things got more and more intense. Everyone crowded around to gawk. What I was told, the substitute player hurled vulgarities at one of Team Raver's player and that upset that poor old sensitive supporter. He even accused the referee for being a 'kayu' and biased towards the other team. I think he looked abit like this guy when he had that heated argument.



With all those intensity and such, the match turned into a brawl. Team Raver's player became more aggresive and took every chance they had to have a go at their opposition. They kicked and elbowed whoever they feel deserved it.

As frustration grew, one of Team Raver's player had a heated argument with one of the opposition's player and slapped his face. It was uncalled for, and he immediately was sent off. It was an act of immaturity and no sportmanship. His team was losing by the way. Ultimately, Team Raver lost and they threw their tantrums at the officials. Even the ladies who were organising the events. They cursed and swear and accused the officials to be biased. They complained and whined and tried to do anything to make the officials turn their decision. zit think they made this face when they were complaining.



But obviously, the officials did not do so. Everyone has noted their temperemental and unprofessional ways to handle things, thus was firm with their decision.

And so, WE, 'Jiggyjig' had to face this 'Team Raver' for the 3rd and 4th placing. Unsurprisingly, our oppositions were being unprofessional again. They used dirty methods to win the ball and tripeed us purposedly. They shouted at us and threaten us with the thought that we were intimidated. We stood our ground and did not lower ourselves to their barbaric standards. We played with sportmanship and professionalism, and even with their dirty methods and all those nonsense, we settled for a draw and a 'SUDDENDEATH PENALTY SHOOTOUT' was decided to be the tiebreaker.

My team mates were too pressurized to take the spotkick. It was a 2 touch penalty, so it was abit tricky. They finally convinced me to take up the spotkick which I at first was abit nervous to do so. But everyone wanted this team to lose, so it made me feel abit of like a hero, so yeah, it kind of motivate me to score the winner. Plus I was pissed off with their unprofessionalism and how they taunted us and applied their dirty methods on us.

So there I go, pushing the ball off the halfline with the sole of my feet and whined up for the kick. With all those pissed-off-feeling and the face of the goalkeeper makes me more pissed, I whacked the ball as hard as I could right infront of that fucker. I could see him close his eyes and waved his hands blindly, as though trying to save the ball. After the kick and the adrenaline rush, everyone was cheering and shouting 'GOALLLLLLL!!!!'.

But it was not over yet. Now it's their turn to take the spotkick. I was the keeper and I really wanted to get the 3rd placing. We had come so far to go home emptyhanded. So right after that same fucker who closed his eyes took his first touch, I quickly came off the line to cover all angles. I stood with my arms spread out wide and knees bent. I could see the intensity on his face to whack the ball as hard as how I whacked it past him a few seconds ago, but somehow or rather, I managed to parry the ball away! The feeling was fucking exhilirating!

JIGGYJIG WAS THE TEAM TO SEND THOSE UNPROFESSIONAL BASTARDS HOME!!!!

And we celebrated like monkeys or should I say, celebrated as if we won the first prize. We added salt to their wounds by dancing around them while everyone jeered at them.

"Balik kampung sua!"
"Takleh kene sikit, gi main golf ah sial!"
"Perangai fanatic sia! Gi mampos ah korang!"

And theyr really did went home. They didnt stay for the award ceremony. Eventually, 'The Gecks' were crowned the champion. Congrats!

I tell you, it was fucking great. And with that, I will post up the pictures taken earlier during the tournament.

P.S- Everyone turned into banglas because of the sunny sunny hot weather!

Team 'Jiggyjig"



team Jiggyjig with another team I forgot their teamname la. :D



Ajid, Wanfro and me after our 3rd and 4th placing match



I don't know why I was looking at Fareiz. Hot eh eh? I'm no gay either.



Seriously, I was in alot of pain. Someone pulled my hair too.



Bottom row: "The Gecks. Center row: "John Stokin". Top Row: "JIGGYJIG!!"




Till then. Tomoro schooling! wahhh!

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

Recently, had a phone conversation with a close friend. Talked about her problematic relationship. Its obvious she's too naive and giving in too easily to her feelings. Moving on seems impossible for her.

Some guys just don't appreciate the fact, how much the girl sacrificed and went through, just for him. If you bite the dust, you expect her to be there, but after she helped you off your feet, you are quick to brush her aside with your eyes lingering somewhere else. Lingering about another girl to play around with.

Secondly, love should come naturally. I come to understand and accept it that way. Sometimes, I am too quick to judge or jump the gun towards someone, but learnt to quickly take a step back. With that in thought, I got used and made a fool of. Took it as a lesson learnt with a hardened heart.

Alot of people wants me to start dating. They claim, I need someone special to be by my side at this point of time. Some claim I am not serious in life and am too 'happy-go-lucky' thus am afriad I might slip into a hole on the road one day with this attitude, whatever that means. Some even tried to matchmake me without my knowledge. It's irritating.

I'm happy with what I have today. A broken family, a stressful academic life, a boring routine, my head is always filled with negativity and life can't be better. Sometimes I wonder, what does it takes to have happiness? Should I trade everything just to see everything perfect? If I have to, I would. But that isn't one of the options available. Don't you just wish you are in my shoes right now?

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Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Someone slap me cause' I lack the motivation to study and drag myself to school.
School's a bore. Seriously.
Plus the stress and assignments are piling up.
F*CK!

Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...Everything will be fine...
I hope so...

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Alright, I'll update for the sake of updating. Since I'm running out of topics to write about, let me show you abit of what I'm learning in this course. Biomedical Engineering.

Today we had Biomodelling lesson. In this lesson, we have to design a certain device by using a programme which is super complicated. I have no idea what the hell we are designing. This certain piece have alot of holes, here and there.

It just got screwed.

Luckily I did not skip this lesson or else I would miss out alot. We had to do drafting now. Had to convert the 3D image of the structure to a 2D image with all the constraints and measurements accurately. It was very frustrating especially when you realise your 3D image do not have the same measurement as of the device itself. In this case, we had to go back to the drawing block. Even if you're short of 0.001mm in length, width, breadth or depth, you have to restart. Imagine the amount of hair which starts to fall off from my head. -.-"

"I feel like killing someone now"
"Wah! Kaninaya! Must redo sia!!"
"Teacher, why make us go through such mental hardship?"
"Sibeisong! Ni de lampa hentuo mao! Ci.."

That's only a few grunts and whines which echoed through the computer lab just now. Everyone had their 'Ifeellikestabbingthecomputerrightnow' face. Especially Jonathan, this Chinese dude beside me. Thanks to him, I managed to expand my range of Hokkien/Chinese/Cantonese vulgarities. =D

After 3 hours of swearing, whining, slamming the mouse, pulling our own hair and complaining, we managed to complete both our assignment. Yes both. As in only 2 of it which managed to keep us occupied for 3 whole hours!


The rightview of the 'Igotscrewed' piece.



The frontview of it.



The leftview of it.



The 2D image of 'Igotscrewed' after drafting.



I have no idea what this thing is. Lets call it 'dingaling'. Topview.



Sideview of dingaling.



The bottomview.



The 2D image of 'dingaling' after drafting.


I know it looks simple and it makes me look stupid because I need 3 hours to complete this, but believe me, it's harder than it looks! But overall, it's quite fun when you get the hang of it. The teacher could finish the whole thing in only a few minutes. WOW!

Lastly.



Thats how Chinamen look when they just got up from sleep right Syaf?
Ahahah!
Wait till I see your version of a Chinawoman whom just woke up from a good night sleep! :P


Till then!

at

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Today was boring as ever. Woke up at 7.30am to go to school. School was supposed to end at 3, but had to do a retest for my maths. Ended at 4.30pm and chilled with Fitri and Bob for a while at Yio Chu Kang.

The day got worst, thanks to a recent misunderstanding just now. Maybe I was abit too straightforward in my words, but thats how I am. I do admit my way through words can agitate some, but first you have to decipher about what was said and analyse whether is it a fact or just an 'accusation'. I didn't mean to accuse you of anything, but since you took it the wrong way, I took the initiative to apologize for my honest mistake. Yes, I do not know you well, but humans make mistakes too. Like the saying goes,

'To err is human, to forgive is divine.'

I sincerely did not mean to use you as an example to proof a point, but I guess you're just sensitive. And again, I'm sorry. But what you replied back was totally unacceptable. You say you don't like me for the way I am and to 'stop trying'? What the fuck are you talking about?

Now, you're obviously ACCUSING plus JUDGING me just because of a honest mistake. I hate to rant about this incident, but I hate it when people judge me without even knowing me at all. Plus you had the cheek to tell me to 'stop trying'? What are you trying to say?

I'm trying to hit on you? Trying to have a shot at you? I'm not like those DESPERATE FUCKS who tried to hit on you. I have better things to concentrate on rather than to plan myself on how to please you like how those DESPERATE FUCKS do. Sweet talk my way just to feel the warmth of your touch. Just because you think I 'accused' you a few minutes ago, doesn't give you the right to judge me inside out and paint a bad image of me. That's just a selfish way to make yourself feel right and the victim. I beg to differ. Seriously.

IF, I purposedly accused you, I wouldn't have apologized to you. I set aside the human ego embedded in every men, just to ask for forgiveness. Yet you add fuel to the fire, accused and judged me. You say I don't know you? Of course I don't know you and I didn't even meant to shoot those words at you. Plus the thought of 'trying anything' did not even crossed my mind until you accused me of it.

If you can't take a generalized view of a certain situation, don't bother trying to advice me in the first place. Why should you be over-decisive when the topic was brought up anyway? It may be your guilty conscience or we just had an opposite flux of views and ideas. I am extremely tenacious about my point of views and it takes more than a few sentences to change it. Like I said,

'We ALL hide behind our various masks to hide our feelings, but when someone discovered your true intentions, we get agitated.'

In the midst of this anger, I still offer my apology to make things up as/an friend/acquaintance, whichever you prefer. AND I am not even trying to do anything either.




Moving on. Do spend a few minutes on this article below.

SINGAPORE: Penalties for fare evasion on buses and MRT trains kicked in on Tuesday.
ADVERTISEMENT. Under the new system, those who do not pay the correct fare will be fined S$20, while those who abuse concession cards face a penalty of S$50.
As of 3pm, 16 people had been caught for these offences, all of them bus commuters.
At Tanjong Pagar MRT station, there is an average of two cases of fare evasion every month, mostly those abusing student concession cards.

ince the penalty system was announced on May 2, ticketing operator TransitLink, which manages the ticketing system used on buses and MRT stations here, has issued over 10,000 warning letters. However from now, the guilty ones will be fined.
TransitLink and the two public transport operators, SBS Transit and SMRT, conducted a public education campaign in May and June.
All public transport officials will carry an identification card and issue a receipt once the fine is paid.

An additional penalty of S$1,000 will be imposed on fare cheats if they do not pay their fine. The same penalty applies if one refuses to give their personal details, or provide false information to the public transport official.

Repeat offenders may be fined S$2,000 or be jailed up to six months, or both.
SBS Transit and SMRT said over 300 fare cheats are caught everyday, but they believe the actual figure is higher.
The new system is meant to help stem the loss of about S$9 million each year from fare evasion. — CNA/vm


Wow! Singapore sure is a FINE country. They implemented a new law for 'fare evasion'? Yes, I understand adults shouldn't be abusing student concession cards or pay the wrong amount of fare, but it's just ridiculous to FINE them twenty dollars for their first offend. I understand the fact that some people do that, because transportation is expensive nowadays. You can lower the fares and I'm sure the 'fare evasion' rates will plummet down with a snap of the fingers. Why not, instead of being fined twenty dollars, tell them or if you have to, FORCE them to top-up their own EZ-link card, and if they don't have one, tell them to buy one!

FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..
FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..
FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..
FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..
FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..FINE..

Everything must fine. A number 1 fact.

-Fines, GST, Road tax, ERP gantries, Parking lots, daily necessities, payments of education, CPF, etc etc etc etc are all SHOOTING UP, but our salaries and benefits still remains the same. You expect us to cope with this standard of living?

At the same time, you want us to upgrade ourselves. Educate ourselves further yet the price to take up any course seems ridiculously high!

You claim employment rates are increasing, but there are still a large number of people who are unemployed.

You claim this 'fare evasion' law is 'to help stem the loss of about S$9 million each year from fare evasion', but I still see the ministers and higher authorities living luxuriously while quite a number of YOUR OWN citizen are living a hard life due to the price hikes and ridiculous laws, such as this 'fare evasion'. You have the heart to jail, fine $6000 or both someone just because he paid the wrong amount of fare? Don't you think that's absurd?

What if he person could not afford the transportation fares which for most people are already considered high? You still want to put them behind bars and through financial, physical and mental hardships? I can use that $6000 to pay for my transportation fees throughout my whole life.

I understand that these laws being implemented to correct someone for their mistakes, but the punishments they may face for their offence seems too ridiculous and extreme. Imagine, not paying the right fare and spending 6 months in jail??? Maybe the government should cut us some slack as the standard of living now is very high. They may not feel what the citizens go through because they have HIGH SALARIES to bathe themselves into, but for a normal citizen like me, I'm just suffering like how the others are.

I can rant more about Singapore's laws and ridiculous punishments for various offences, but I'm just to tired to do so. Thats all for now.

Take care.

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