even though saving you sends me to heaven.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Boom boom pow! says:
u read, but never tag..thanks ahh

Jérr Lee says:
hahaha
paisey ah nak tag

Boom boom pow! says:
nnb..nak paisey ape?

Jérr Lee says:
confirm i the last one to tag
and the tag will forever stay there one

Boom boom pow! says:
hahah
knn
ur paranoid

Jérr Lee says:
hahaha
eh tkpe ah
at least I READ ok
unlike you

Boom boom pow! says:
beh klau nak gi public toilet, takot ah nak pegi..nanti be the last one out of the cubicle, ppl will noe it was u

Jérr Lee says:
*rolls eyes*

Boom boom pow! says:
hw to read when ur fonts are so small

Jérr Lee says:
no one complain sia
and that skin i use so long alr

Boom boom pow! says:
becuase they dun wann hurt u

Jérr Lee says:
nie confirm dah nak dkat 1 tahun tak visit my blog
yela
gua kan sapa

Boom boom pow! says:
either that or those people who 'read' ur blog do not read ur blog
they just come to tag so as to make u think they 'read' ur blog
at least, i am truthful and say..eh i cant see ur font sia
eh i read sia!
nnb

Jérr Lee says:
hellooooo. my bestfriends reads my blog ok
where got you read

Boom boom pow! says:
oooo...liddat one ahh
now ur putting me on the spot

Jérr Lee says:
because its true what

Boom boom pow! says:
okla, how bout the others
ur bestfriends dun wan to hurt u
like i said..
refer above

Jérr Lee says:
your head lah
if they dont read, how come they ask me questions?

Boom boom pow! says:
either that, or they realli had place their nose onto the comp screen when they read ur blog
haha
they ask random ques which coincidentally revolves round ur posts
haha

Jérr Lee says:
WHY YOU LIKE THIS TO ME SIA.
sudah ah

Boom boom pow! says:
HAHAHAHAAH

Jérr Lee says:
tkya bacer. no need visit my blog anymore

Boom boom pow! says:
im gonna post this up

Jérr Lee says:
post lah
posttttttttttt

So this the one of the most funniest and irritating conversation I had with my dear MSN buddy anisah the Emo-kid-hip-hop-freak-baby-siao-minah-cinah-rep!. It's fun irritating her nowadays as she dun get pissed off like before, when she was worst than Emo-kid-hip-hop-freak-baby-siao-minah-cinah-rep!. So hope you didnt take things seriously my friend. =)

Anyways, it's been a long time since I chatted with my primary school buddies. haha. recently I finally got the chance to double click on Farah's nickname at MSN and we did had a good laugh about something adequately serious. About my accident, which was supposed to be a serious topic, which turned into a hilarious matter. Anyways, Farah has been the one who have always entertained my nonsense since forever. haha. And even now, she can play along with the trash talk and even come up with her own lame quirky jokes out of the blue. Haha. Meet up soon dear friend! Don't 'besarkan perot' lagik ok! Haha.

NS check-up on the 29th, I hope it goes well. I believe I have neither any serious illness or anything. Oh gosh, if it's possible I would love to be enlisted the day after the check-up. I'm bored sitting at home and goin to work, going through the mundane life of work. Haha. Well, sometimes we all feel useless when we don't do anything which is fruitful for ourselves and the people around us, and that gives you that pissed off feeling towards life. Life can be great, but you have to go through piles of shit to have a great life. So basically, you suffer young and when you're old, then you're able to have a 'great life'.

For fuck sake, when I grow old, I won't have anything to do because my bones will be all fragile and I won't have that energy to party or anything! I ca only get my CPF reimbursement when I trun what? 55!? WTF! I would have kids by then, and all that money will go to my kids to support my family and all. Not that I feel forced nor disgusted by the fact that the kids are being a burden to me, but it's all facts. We all want to enjoy and have a carefree life when we are YOUNG, ENERGETIC, ECSTATIC, FULL OF IDEAS, AGILE AND ETC...

Not when we are OLD, WEAK, FRAGILE, BRITTLE, DROOPY-EYED, BORING!

So fuck it, I'm gonna make full use of whatever I have now to the extend of exhaustion and hyperventilation! I don't give a fcuk! Hahah.

at 1:07 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

"I hate guys who are motherfuckin liars and treat girls like some cheapo!! Fuck you guys, I hate you! If you think I'm a cheap slut, den please click the X button! Fuck off!"

Funny thing is that, this came from a profile of this girl who take pictures of herself while showing her cleavage. Also, purposely uploading a picture of herself from the back, which shows her undies/g-string/thong and her bra strap. Plus, wearing skimpy outfits and biting her fingers or sticking out her tongue to show her tongue piercings. Ohhhhhhh....

So you hate people treating you like a cheap slut eh? But I'm confused, if you don't want that kind of attention, then why do you have to present yourself which such an image? It's human nature, guys see girls wearing and posing like sluts in her profile pictures, shes a slut. Fuckable. Simple as that. Can't accept that, blame our essence and the human nature.

Its like dancing in a club with an unknown girl intimately and asking her to sleep with you after, only to receive a reply like this..

'WHATTTTT?!?! *GASPS* Excuse meeeeee, doesnt mean I am dress this way, I am a slut! Do I look like a slut to you?! Omg!'

Yeah bitch, you do look like a bitch. You rubbed your ass against my dick at the dancefloor and now you suddenly repented or something?

Its the same like, imagine me, a normal person walking on the street BUT in a police uniform. And someone comes running to me and asking for my help.

Guy: "Help!! Helpp! Someone is beating up my brother!! Come on sir, helpp!! Follow me!! Cmon!!!"

Me:"*GASPS* OMG! Excuse meeee sirrr...Doesnt mean I am dressed this way, I am a police officer!!!"

So yeah, you get my grip. So sluts of the cyberworld, if you want people to stop treating you like dirt, go and remove those slutty pictures and upload pictures of kittens or babies and have captions which describes how cute they are. So yeah.

Chao!

at 10:28 AM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Please la fatfucks. You're so fat, yet you posting up pictures of you posing so provocatively and showing those round pieces of blubbers as if they are gonna spill out of your skimpy clothes! Your arms are so friggin huge, I think they are bigger than my lil bro's thighs! When you are wearing those tanktops and spaghetti straps, those fats and extra skins are buldging out of your armpits!

And if you think taking pictures of you while you are sweating turn people on?! Come on la, you look like a whale/sealion which is stranded at shore! And don't you get it??? Those guys who commented and complimented on your pictures are either being sarcastic or just plain BLIND!

And watsup with your eyebrows?! Are those supposed to look like cockroaches legs or the hook of a hanger?! Why shave everything off and draw a curved line on ur face?! You think what? Art and craft ah?! You look like MOMOK sia!

Chibeiiiiiii............

at 3:26 PM

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Alrightey. A summary to this month. You may know I withdrew from NYP and decided to transfer out to an arts course in RP, but even RP wouldn't want me. Evil right? I know.

So now, I laying all hopes on Lasalle. Applied for Diploma in Film Studies. If things don't work out, then I would have to shave off my head bald and serve the nation. -.-

As for work, work has been fine. Except for the weekends, even there are people ordering burgers at 4 in the morning. Thats the time whereby the corridors are so dark and the void decks so silent you can hear a pin drop. You know the atmosphere at Ang Mo Kio right? Especially at night. Trees everywhere. Those tall trees with vines drooping low from their rigid branches. You can feel theres so many pairs of eyes clicking on you when you walk along the carpark which sends shiver along your sweaty spine.

So yeah, thats work. Soooo...

Interview for Lasalle is in a few days time, and I hope I get into the school. Preparing the portfolio is such a hassle. I have already completed 4 of the 10 artpieces which is to be presented during the interview. I've been drawing hands, trees, maori butterflies, no-sense and imaginary art. But I'm more into those Hippie arts, full of bright colours and unpredictable. Every piece carries the message of love, which I find maybe beautiful but ugly at the same time. The irony and the contradiction between this two fascinates me. Thats why..

I've been 'school-less' for almost 5 months ready. I really miss school. Seriously. Even if I get into Lasalle, the school would only start on 3rd AUGUST! Therefore for the meantime, I would have to send burgers and be a riding slave to Ronald Mcdonald.

I would post my artpieces soon if I feel like it. Haha. So chiao.

at 12:47 AM

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Alright now, unable to update due to work lately. Been working hard, 8-12 hours a day man. I barely have time for myself. It's like

WORK
SLEEP
EAT
WORK

So yeah. In case you're wondering where and what do I work as, I send burgers. Mcdonald burgers. AHAH! Yeah, at Ang mo kio la, dun ask me why so far from my house. Work is fine, the crew and riders there are great, only a handful whom I am not fond of.

I get goosebumps whenever I work during the midnight shift. In the lift alone, walking along the dark corridors ALONE, walking up the flight of stairs ALONE, walking at the void deck ALONE, passing by huge trees ALONE. Haha, you get the idea.
I just can't wait for my first pay in this job, have alot of things I need to do with it.

Today is my offday, so as per norm, woke up at around 7pm because I was working the night before from 10pm to 9am, so yeah. Last minute plan to watch movie at cineleisure. Kung fu chefs? Good movie, not great, just moderate. Common storyline, heroes won't just die won't they? Watch if you're bored.

This post getting so boring and lukewarm, will update again when something exciting or thrilling crops up. To those who tagged at my tagboard and visited my blog, thank you for doing so, but am sorry this post is mundane.

=(

at 2:44 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

From this to....

THIS! Now I regret cutting my hair. ARGH!!!

at 6:33 AM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Momma please stop cryin, I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful and its tearin' me down
I hear glasses breakin as I sit up in my bed
I told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you
said

You fight about money, bout me and my brother
And this I come home to, this is my shelter
It ain't easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, you'll see
I don't want love to destroy me like it has done
my family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave

Daddy please stop yellin, I can't stand the sound

Make mama stop cryin, cuz I need you around
My mama she loves you, no matter what she says
its true
I know that she hurts you, but remember I love
you, too

I ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away
Don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have
no choice, no way
It ain't easy growin up in World War III
Never knowin what love could be, well I've seen
I don't want love to destroy me like it did my
family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out? Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave

In our family portrait, we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, let's act like it comes
naturally
I don't wanna have to split the holidays
I don't want two addresses
I don't want a step-brother anyways
And I don't want my mom to have to change her
last name

In our family portrait we look pretty happy
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
Let's play pretend, act like it goes naturally

In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
(I promise I'll be better, Mommy I'll do
anything)
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend act and like it comes so
naturally
(I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave)
In our family portrait we look pretty happy
(Can we work it out? Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal, let's go back to that
(I promise I'll be better, Daddy please don't
leave)

Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Turn around please
Remember that the night you left you took my
shining star?
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone

Mom will be nicer
I'll be so much better, I'll tell my brother
Oh, I won't spill the milk at dinner
I'll be so much better, I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night

=.)

at 8:05 AM