The rain is relentless. The dark cloud fending off much of the moon serene light, only mercifully filtering a few rays which petruded off a few clouds. The sound of crickets breaks the silence of the night while I reminisce about the past.
Every thought of her makes my heart ache, and to think of the joy she shares with someone else, definitely inconceivable. I try to set an illusion, yet I myself was endrowned into it. I can't seem to find my way out of this mind boggling abyss of lies and deceit, which I had brought upon myself. The love which was so elusive caused this downfall and all those heartbreaking moments which could definitely steer any beings off their sanity. If only I could forget about everything which I had sacrificed for and vindicate myself of this mysterious thing called 'LOVE'. I would atone for my wrongdoings, just to forget about her. Raptureness, or euphoria, it seems so distant from me. My depression is just too eminent to overcome and it keeps crawling in my skin.