After countless restless nights and thoughts, I am finally relieved. Got my GCE O level results recently and thank god I've made it. All the hard work and perseverance has paid off. The encouragements and wise phrases are still ringing through my mind. I will never forget those who helped me through those hard times. Thanks a bunchies to all of you.

You know who you are.

This paragraph is specially dedicated to those who shed tears during the 24th of January. I understand that now you are really disheartened. Your results really had a huge negative impact which will be embedded for a long time. I imagine myself being in your shoes and yes, it's frustrating, devastating, demoralizing and depressing at the same time, but, I really take my hat off to those who won't give up. To those who looked at the bright side, the alternative method to overcome the situation. It maybe a hard decision to make, but it takes alot of effort for you to decide on your next unexpected step. Bite the bullet and strive for the better for yourself and those who are still supporting you mentally and physically. It maybe a longer route to success, but at least you are still making the effort to study and not to simply give up. You know yourself well that if you give up, success is more a distance. Look at it this way, you are now 1 step closer to success eventhough it should had been yours on the 24th. Maybe success wants you to gain more knowledge and experience before making a huge leap. Believe me, I am definitely afraid to get into a polytechnic. It is such a huge step and I am afraid I can't cope. Yet, I won't give up as how you people never did.

"When YOU want SUCCESS as badly as YOU want AIR, Then YOU will get it. There is no other secret of SUCCESS"

Never give up. It's not the end and it will never be if you keep on moving and never look back, which will only bring negative nostalgia moments. Quite frankly, I wasn't quite ecstatic when I got my results either. The thought of my closest friends not making it overshadowed the moment. I feel bad that they are crying while I am smiling and screaming for joy. Thats the reason why I just kept quiet when I got my Form A. I looked around and received calls which also made me feel sad too. If I won't give up on you guys, you guys shouldn't give up on me either. I will be there when you guys need moral support or whatsoever, don't hesitate.

As for me, I realized, sometimes we have to take a step back from the effects of life and enjoy the simplest things right infront of us to appreciate life better. Being dumped and all that may left me a 'broken heart', but I still look at the bright side. I have more chapters in life waiting to be unfold. I won't stick and dwell upon those situations which in time will only make me feel like crap. By doing this, I am able to lead my life better, understand it and embrace it positively. Life may hit hard, but it's up to the individual on how you dodge it and improvise. Maybe god has lifted the burden which I had to bear for almost a few years now. Being single isn't so bad either. Anyway those times with her was rather stupid I guess. She deprived me from expanding my circle of friends and such. I missed out the customary moments which I should have experienced in my secondary school days such as making more friends and successful in my CCA. But thanks to her, I wasn't able to. Now that she's gone and partying like a cheap animal in various clubs, I am thankful that I am not a day late and a dollar short to start afresh. Made more friends and etc. If she wants to lead her life that way, then let her be. That's how she gains her happiness, getting drunk and stuffs, let her be. It's her life anyways and I am not in it either, and that is DEFINITELY A GOOD THING. Lastly, I wouldnt want to spend the rest of my life with a girl whom doesn't let me to prioritize my family first.

I came out of my mum's vagina, not yours.

Anyways, tomorrow is a long day for me. I will be a relief teacher in the morning at Woodgrove Secondary and a Airport Guide during the evening. Till then..


Chiaow meow!

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